She So Loved iT!

i miss josh. he's in vizcaya again. he had to go there for bek's debut celeb yesterday. he said the event was successful. Bekah was so happy, she had so many visitors,she received lots of gifts,. (aw..i love gifts). I called Josh after the program and he passed the fon to bek. i was so touched when she said..

Bek: "Bigsis!! Thank You dun sa ginawa mo, I so loved it. Everybody Loved it"

all i said was "talaga?" then she said "ate bakit parang speechless ka ngayon?", "ha..wla lang.." hehe, but the truth is, Hay..saya saya ko, it just feels so nice to be appreciated. Never mind the puyats i endured for days to be able to finish the avp, not just finish it, but do it as beautifully as i possibly could. It was my first time to use adobe premiere and adobe after effects to do the video editing. i was just so happy coz i thought i wont be able to learn how to use these new softwares coz they were a loooot more complicated than windows movie maker, i just downloaded the trial versions and though it takes a while to complete the download process, man i tell you that was the easiest part. learning the general workflow of it was just frustrating. i told myself i wouldnt start anything yet unless i learn fully all the things that needs to be learned. The basic things are importing files, working with the timeline, animation, effects, exporting, among others. So I couldn't start anything yet on Bek's AVP til I know in myself that I could really do it from start to finish. I wouldn't want to just do the avp not knowing how to export it, it would be useless. I remember feeling so frustrated that I almost gave up and just opt use the windows movie maker instead since i was used to that, especially when Josh would ask if I have started the avp already...but i didnt give up on it. what i did was trial and error, and i couldn't stress enough how much errors i had before i did it right.

Hayzz thank God, i learned it just days before my deadline..i worked overnight from that day on,i knew i could do it. thanks to the video tutorials of adobe tv. they were very very helpful. thanks to my sisters for watching it and for reassuring me that It was good. Thanks to sweetie for his patience and his trust, i remember him saying, "ang oc mo talaga" coz i could've finished it sooner if I made it simpler using the easy-to-use video editor but i still chose to do it the hard way. What i like about him is he knows me so well that he knows the real feelings behind my actions, he knows what I want, he knows what i don't want. i just feel so loved and well taken cared of when im with him. I miss my sweetie.. i really miss him so much. he'll be back on tues. cant wait.


Thanks to my Creator for the artistic side of me. There could only be one reason why I was able to do it so byutipully, Because He sustained me. Thank You Lord.