My Darkest Days

sorry for the long gap. many things happened, good and bad. mostly bad,i think. and i opt to not even attempt to share those hurtful things to you guys and to the whole blogging world. it's just between me, him, the few people who knew some of what happened and of course,God.. The end of March and start of April were the hardest days for me, and it came to a point where I just didn't want to feel anything. I was acting okay but deep inside,I was hurting..real real bad. But with the help of some people, i can say that i am okay now. thanks to them who showed genuine concern and love to us. Thanks to mylilsis, my kuyas and my ates,titamomy,kuya jacinto..for understanding,for forgiving, for keeping an open mind, for not judging, for all the support and love and prayers..



And to my Lord, You were beside me when I really didn’t know what to do,when only your words can comfort me,when only your embrace can soothe my pain. I was crushed and broken, empty and afraid to be alone. You hid me under your wings, held me in your loving arms. You made me feel how much you love me.. Though others may fail me, you remain faithful, steadfast and immovable as a rock. Father, help me to let go of my pain, teach me to forgive those who hurt me. This burden is something I shouldn’t carry in my heart. This trouble is not something I should trade away my peace for. I know that I have been done wrong, the things that have happened had been so unfair. I offer unto you my wounded heart, my broken heart. Let me not lose hope. Let me not cast away everything that’s good and beautiful in this life. Lord thank you for showing me how much love I can still give away because it is you who fills me with everything that I’ll ever need. You are the one who loves me truly, eternally, unconditionally. You are the one who has always been there for me and always will be there for me. You are my one true love. You are my forever. You are my strength and my peace and my joy. Surely in your presence Lord, I do not need anything more.



these songs helped me survive those days when i almost gave up.

Thank You Lord so much..


On my Knees


Still

God bless you guys!